ya know, usually when you get something that shows accomplishment, the person you are sharing your life with is happy for you, they want to share that joy with you. They usually don't tell you that it's not worth it or that you don't have the time for it.

What I don't understand is how people actually make it through a marriage, I've heard people say that the love lasts until they get married. Others have said that there are rough patches, but their love for one another prevails through all. So where the hell do I fit into this? I'm not married, and as for the prevailing...well FUCK that noise!! Nothing is prevailing right now!!! Nothing is changing, nothing is happening any different.

But hey, who am I to say that things are completely fucked? Who knows, this could just be the beginning stage of "true love" this could just be the beginning of the real thing. We might be only taking baby steps into what the real, true meaning of our happiness is. Man I hope so.

So my big accomplishment that I apparently don't have time for, is working with a 10 y/o boy that has autism, I finally graduate, then I get a job helping a little boy learn!! This has been a dream of mine ever since I fell in love with kids. My Uncle is a mongoloid, and I had the patience to talk with him, and help him with things, so how could this little boy not be worth it, or could I not have time for him? I just don't get it...I've always made time for children, and I'm not going to stop now.